Saturday, October 25, 2008

Week 6!

Oh so SIXy!




Another week down and only 3 more to go! Only 33 more yoga classes out of 97 total! 2/3 down, 1/3 left. It feels like we can finally see some light at the end of this long ass insane tunnel. Its relieving for sure!

Week 6 was the best yet. Rajashree returned on Monday (Raj is Bikrams's beautiful, graceful, powerful, intelliegent, caring and loving wife) and it was so amazing to hear her guide us thru the week with much ease. She taught class for us every morning, which was a complete treat. We then had lectures with her all week as well, all about the benefits of Bikram yoga. So inspiring! It was also a really nice break from posture clinics too. :) The concept of time here is a trip, the days and weeks in general fly by but the minutes and moments in themselves seem to be long and a lot of the time, painful. But all in all, we are flying right thru this with much ease, I have to say. I am very proud of Heidi and I, we spend minimal time complaining or speaking or thinking negative thoughts in general. Most of the time if they come up for one of us, we get them out and then move on. Its really nice. And I feel like it is such a great quality to have developed and stregthened here. I know in life there will always be days or things that just dont seem to go your way but if you can learn to move thru them as swiftly as possible the more room for positivity in your world and less room for negativity. So the goal I set last week to make the last 4 weeks as positive as possible, so far has been accomplished and I plan on keeping it that way!

The talks of graduation are starting to become more frequent amongst us students and the staff here and it feels a little unreal. It is a little bitter sweet I must admit, I have really made some great friends here and many that live very far away like-London...really Rachel? :( But the bright side of that is, TRAVELING to visit all these amazing friends. :) Today I said to Heidi that this little world we have created here is really feeling comfortable and normal. Scarry right? I still struggle every Saturday when we grocery shop though. My fitness mind that is obsessed with reading every label before buying anything, is still having a hard time with the kilogram/kcal spanish translations?? It will be such a treat to be back home and pick up a box and understand what is inside! I gotta say though, its quite stimulating, we really enjoy our trip to Mega a little more than we should probably.

Stress levels have been low this week and thank god for that, because I am not sure if some of the people here could take another hell week. I have heard a lot of elevator talk about frustrations people are going thru. I think a lot of people here just kinda hit their patience wall. Ya know? Its not easy living with 300 people. And we are together ALL THE TIME! There is really no such thing as your own space here, we live togther, eat together, study together, sweat together, learn together...we do it all TOGETHER! Its amazing how well we have gotten along. Next week should be another doozy, we have only 6 more postures to get thru and I predict we will finish this week, so its going to be mad studying and memorizing! I cant wait to finish though. :)

Nicole, our studio owner at PV arrives tomorrow and Heidi and I could not be more excited, we have been counting down the days until her arrival since we have been here. Its going to be so comforting to see a familiar face! YAY!! Oh and on that note, we are officially on the PV schedule as teachers!!! So exciting! Nervous excitement but excitement none the less. ;) For all you PV students, please be patient and bare with us as we work thru the kinks of teaching this wonderful yoga. When we teach our first class, it will be the first time that we will ever had said the entire dialogue all together! At training we learn one posture at a time and only say it once in front of the group, so you can only imagine what it will be like for us to say it all continuously and 2 sets of everything too! WHOA! It going to be quite the experience. Wish me luck! :) I can say with 100% certainty however that I am coming back to PV as a teacher to serve my students and I am fully committed to each and everyone of the students having and living the healthiest and best lives possible! I promise to give 100% of myself and all that I have learned here to you. It is my goal to share and spread my passion for this yoga with you all.

Tonight we have a special dinner for all us yogi's put on by the hotel, complete with a bon fire marshmellow roasting session on the beach! Yes! Then a few of us friends are gonna head to the reggae bar down the road to listen to some good music for a little bit. Tomorrow is surfing day! I cant wait! I have been looking forward to surfing all week! We have plans to head down to Bonfil Playa again to surf and study. :)

Thats it, things are all good. I am feeling really awesome. Lots of energy and stregth these days. I am in very positive spirits and overall just really happy.

I hope you are all well, happy and healthy!

Lots of love to you,

xoxox

Sash

P.S. I have one special request from all of you, if you are reading this blog will you PLEASE leave me a comment? At the bottom right here, you see where is says
0comments, if you click on that link you can leave a comment for me. I am very curious as to who has been following along with this blog and it would mean the world to me to find out, so please just take a minute and say hello, k? THANK YOU! :)


19 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey sasha. i'm a random person reading your blog :) thought i would leave a comment since you told me to. i do bikram yoga in seattle. i found you via jenn's blog (yogabootcamp) and heidi's blog. i find reading about teacher training both scary and inspiring :)

Anonymous said...

Regular reader who at one time was a regular yogini...now, don't have the time for the physical, but get in the studio when I can for the mental (especially when I'm on the road...nothing's better than a Bikram studio in another city). Keep it up, we're all here cheering you on!!!!

Christian Kline said...

Thumbs up!
Don't get to comfortable thinking forward. Just keep going day by day, and you will be home soon, then missing it.
Enjoy the weekend.

Anonymous said...

MY SASHA!!!!!!!!
I Miss you!

The competition was amazing and there was LOTS of talk about our girls in MEXICO! We could feel you here in spirit!

I am SO excited to be in the front row of your first class with a smiling happy face!! Get ready for Gina, Gita, myself, and the rest of our crew silently cheering you on!

Have so much fun with Nicole next week! After today I finally am begining to understand how amazing Ragashree (sp?) really is! It was great to hear her speak and know that just a week ago, she was speaking to YOU!

Thank you for your love and support! We all LOVE and MISS YOU!
xoxoxo

Anonymous said...

Random strangers do indeed read your blog, wish you the best of luck, and envy your practice. Stay positive!

Anonymous said...

You are doing amazing!! Can't wait to see your happy smiling face. :)

Anonymous said...

HELLO DAD

Anonymous said...

Hi there! You asked for comments, so I am going to oblige. My name is C.C. and my husband Jason is down there at training with you guys. About once a week a check a few the blogs out there by the trainees. It is fun to hear about your experiences and helps me wrap my head around what he is going through. I am coming down to visit him for week 9. Thanks for sharing your stories! Congrats on all of your hard work. Stay strong...you're almost done! :-)

Anonymous said...

Hi Sasha,
Have been checking in from time to time and drawing inspiration from your journey. You're doing amazing work, and I look forward to reading about your continuing transformation.
Blessings,
Julie

Anonymous said...

Sasha,

We are so happy to hear that you are safe, well and happy. Can't wait to see you in 3 weeks!

Joe, Lexi and Kiva

Anonymous said...

Hi, I`m a random Reader of your blog from Hamburg, Germany. I do Bikram Yoga here for almost 2 Years and just had a Masterclass with Bikram himself, while he was doing is New Book Release Tour in Europe. It was amazing....and it`s even more interesting what you write in your Blog about the Teacher Training. I wish you all the best for the next 3 Weeks! Dorina

Anonymous said...

Hey Sasha,
Sounds like you are having an amazing time. We can't wait to have you come in and tell us all about it.

Anonymous said...

hey lady...Rachel West here...been checking up on your blog about once a week. Lots to catch you up on in my life...and I can't wait to hear more about this amazing experience you've gone through...xoxo

Ruben said...

Almost done! Good luck, you're going great.

Anonymous said...

Dear Sasha,

Thank you so much for sharing your wonderful TT experience. I am so amazed that despite your exhausting days, you still make the effort to blog. Really thanks for that. I especially love your blog for your honesty that speaks right from your heart. You are doing so great, I am sure you will be a wonderful teacher. I am practicing BY in Belgium and will go to the next TT in Spring. As it will also take place in Acapulco, I am glad that I already got a glimpse what would expect me there. Only 3 more weeks! I send you lots of positive energy. Hang in there.

thedancingj said...

Ok, coming out from lurking, as requested. :) I read Jen's blog every day last Spring and I've been having fun reading all the new ones for the Fall including yours! Yes, I'm a bit of a nerd. ;) I've been practicing Bikram every day for a couple years and am dying to get to training, but since I'm gonna have to wait a couple years, I am happy to peek thru the window of other people's experiences. Love your blog, and it sounds like you and Heidi are doing amaaazing... enjoy the home stretch!!

J :)

Anonymous said...

Hello Sasha! Almost done! I am so proud of you and happy for you! I am reading your blog cause I simply love Bikram Yoga and do BY in Vienna. When reading your blog and looking at your pictures I found out that you must be in the same group as my lovely friend SABINE/BINE? Please tell her, I MISS HER, so happy when she's back on the mat next to me and I am so much looking forward to her teaching :)

Please enjoy your last 2 weeks, thanks for sharing your feelings!
Love, Michi

Anonymous said...

Hi Sasha, I have been thinking about you much more than I have been leaving messages. Busy with two four year olds, work and all else in between. It does fly by! I have so enjoyed reading your blogs and get so much inspiration from your words and ways. I am looking forward to seeing you in person and taking one of your classes! I wish you continued strength and positivity these last two weeks! Love, Stacy

Anonymous said...

Hey Sasha,
I'm just a random reader of your blog and a bikram nut, I live in Stockholm Sweden and have been doing bikram since 99. Good luck!!